The Sweetest Hurt

God hurting my heart in fun way..

God using " YOU " to hurt me, Bunciit

Christina Aguilera - Lift Me Up

Lift Me Up

So the pain begins

As the music fades

And I'm left here with

With more than I can take

If you lift me up

Just get me through this night

I know I'll rise tomorrow

And I'll be strong enough to try

When the static clears

And all is said and done

I will realize

That we all need someone

If you lift me up

Just get me through this night

I know i'll rise tomorrow

And I'll be strong enough to try

So when you see me crashing

And there's nowhere left to fall

Will you lift me even higher

To rise above this all

If you lift me up

If you lift me up

Said if you lift me up

Will you lift me higher

When you see me crashing

And theres nowhere left to fall

Will you lift me even higher

To rise above this all

If you lift me up

Said if you lift me up

If you lift me up

Just get me through this night

Weak and Spoiled ? Yup, that's me ..

Yes, I'm weak .. I'm spoiled..

Finally I confess it all.

I'm good in individual, but I can't be the best if I'm individual.

Udah terlihat banget faktanya, yaitu : saat saya di perkuliahan. Udah 2 tahun, saya menginjak dunia perkuliahan. Saya bisa survive di kampus dan IPK saya termasuk dalam zona aman. But I really wanna taste the incredible zone.

Ini sangat berkebalikan disaat saya di bangku sekolah. I'm not soooooooooooo famous in high school or junior high school, but I'm in famous zone. And what about my score ?? hmmm.. My score ? Don't ever ask about it. Saya pernah menjadi perwakilan sekolah untuk olimpiade Math. Saya pernah berada di posisi puncak. UAN saya meraih 2 nilai sempurna (10) di subject B.Inggris and Math. I'm the only one in my school who got that score :D (lil' bit show off gapapa yaahh,, heheh).

Hidup saya memiliki alasan dan tujuan yang ingin saya raih saat itu. Sekarang pun saya memiliki tujuan yang ingin saya raih. Tetapi, ada suatu hal yang membedakannya, yaitu : now ga ada yang menyemangatin saya untuk meraih tujuan saya.

Ok, my parent of course always support me.
But personal private support yang bisa menyemangatin tiap harinya = NONE.

That's why I'm spoiled. Saya masih tergantung, saya masih membutuhkan private support, and I really miss dimanja. hahhahha :D
Dan karena kurangnya support tersebut, saya merasa sangat weak banget di Surabaya. Tapi, seperti di tulisan saya sebelum - sebelumnya.

I'm not showing my weakness.

I pretend that I'm OK.

I can handle it all.

You know, I'm good in this scene.

I'm good actor if you remember that :D

Now she is as MADAM X

 {Bi~ΟΠ~iC}

From : http://cdn.buzznet.com/media-cdn/jj1/headlines/2010/03/christina-aguilera-bionic-album-cover.jpg 

Christina Aguilera finally banged the back of international music industry. After four years of the previous album, Back to Basic.
Christina Aguilera --> Xtina --> Baby Jane -->and now Madam X presents her new album : {Bi~ΟΠ~iC}. Not Christina if she does not show something new. Yup,, that's our lovely Xtina.. Always give the new "thing" in her album.

from : http://www.shoppingblog.com/pics/christina_aguilera_bionic_image.jpg 

In her new album, {Bi~ΟΠ~iC} is a very unique album with many style and genres of music.
Madam X presents something fresh, more vocal in explore and accompanied with various touches of music, electronic and organic elements. Just like in many albums before, in every each Christina's album are telling us about her life.In this album tells the story of his life which has now become a wife, actress and mother of his first son with Jordan Bratman, that's Max Liron Bratman.

from : http://www2.pictures.zimbio.com/fp/Christina+Aguilera+Taking+Son+Pumpkin+Patch+ESa_rLQkTKMl.jpg 

{Bi~ΟΠ~iC} has been released since July 8, 2010.with the first single Not Myself Tonight is already out since April 13, 2010. This album contains 18 main songs with five additional songs in deluxe album. Several other singles who have ever Madam X display areWoohoo, Bionic (in MMA 2010), You Lost Me (American Idol), and many more.

Both from MMA 2010

As my opinon about this album, overall it's so GOOOOOOOD !!! so yummy for listening, and I'm sure you'll be satisfied with her lovely voice..
so, for you who don't have {Bi~ΟΠ~iC} CD.. Just grab it in the CD Store nearby..
It's already available now !!!!!
:D

The " IT " Guy

Noah Mills 

  

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Noah Mills is a model who was born in Baltimore, Maryland (USA) in 1985. Raised in Vancouver, British Columbia. Likes to play basketball and have an interest in psychology and acting.
With a height of 188 cm, Noah Mills is one model that is "in"current.

Several fashion company, such as:  Dolce & Gabbana, Versace dan Michael Kors using this hot and handsome model ;)

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Beside being a model for several prominent fashion company. We can see Noah's acting in Sex and The City 2 movie. In SATC 2, Noah Mills role as brother of the bride in that gay wedding. In this movie too, Noah play as young hot guy partner of Kim Cattrall (Samantha Jones)

From : http://www.homorazzi.com/wp-content/uploads/2009/12/sex-and-the-city-2-samantha-man.jpg

Sex and The City 2

     After succses with the first, Sex and The City, Warner Bros. Pictures back with Sex and The City 2.The movie by Michael Patrick King was a concern amongst movie lovers. Especially among women. Still with typical Manhattan fashion and life.
     In SATC 2 movie, presents back (Sarah Jessica Parker), Samantha (Kim Cattrall), Charlotte (Kristin Davis) and Miranda (Cynthia Nixon).

    1. Carrie (Sarah Jessica Parker), being stepped on two years in his home life with the Big (Chris Noth) was having a little problem.
    2. Miranda (Cynthia Nixon), finally decided to exit from the firm where she worked as a lawyer. Due to too much pressure exerted by her boss.
    3. Charlotte (Kristin Davis), is a housewife who has a problem with her two toddlers who fuss and a nanny who does not use a bra. She afraid the nanny will flirt to her husband.
    4. Samantha (Kim Cattral), still as the only single who coquettish, flirty, and wanton. With age that can be said already half a century. She still looks hot.
*probably because the diligent use of cream - cream hormone time ya ? hehe*

    Brief synopsis about this film. This movie start with Samanta as a publisher invited to the premiere event. In this premiere event, she was introduced by a film producer who asked Samantha to publish about his new hotel in Abu Dhabi. Eventually this the four women would be visiting Abu Dhabi with a first class service. So, began the adventures of four women in Abu Dhabi. A place that is very different from Manhattan, New York and can change their views.

    Not Sex and the City if not present fashion parades that make the eyes of the astonished woman. Broken white dress used when opening a simple dress with a very good and interesting. Coupled with the emergence of a new actor who has basic as model, Noah Mills which looks very charming and seductive.  Even just 2 scene, This handsome model looks quite stunning to say.

    Many cultures are featured in this film. Gay life and culture of Islam. The film is enough to make us to look at a culture and give us input on life.





*Pic from : http://img.thesun.co.uk/multimedia/archive/01003/Sex_And_The_City_2_1003120a.jpg